blue eyes.

im remembering you singing and bringing you to life, its raining out the window and today it looks like night. you havent written to me in a week im wondering why that is. are you too nervous to be lovers, friendships ruined with just one kiss. i watched you very closely and i saw you look away, your eyes are either gray or blue im never close enough to say. but your sweatshirt says it all with the hood over your face, and i cant keep staring at your mouth without wondering how it tastes. im with another boy; hes asleep, im wide awake, and he tried to win my heart, but its taken time. and i know the shape of your hands because i watch them when you talk and i know the shape of your body cause i watch it when you walk and i want to know it all, but im giving you the lead so go on, go on and take it, dont fake it. dont second guess your feelings, you were right from the start. and i notice shes your lover, but shes nowhere near your heart. this city is for strangers like the sky is for the stars. but i think its very dangerous if we do not take whats ours. and im winning you with words because i have no other way. i want to look into your face without your eyes turning away. last night i watched you sing because a person has to try and i walked home in the rain because a person cannot lie.