BANAN.

shouldnt i still be playing house and shouldnt i still get silly crushes and shouldnt i still dream of being an astronaut and shouldnt i still decorate my room with boy band posters i ripped out of magazines and shouldnt i still want a pony and shouldnt i still ask mommy for permission and shouldnt i still hate doing my chores and shouldnt i still get in trouble and shouldnt i still get put in time out and shouldnt i still run up the stairs and shouldnt i still fall down them and shouldnt i still sleep with stuffed animals and shouldnt i still get excited over ice cream after dinner and shouldnt i still have a bedtime and shouldnt i still sneak a flashlight under my blankets to avoid it and shouldnt i still get taken care of when im sick and shouldnt i still be scared of monsters and shouldnt i still lick the cake mix off the spoon and shouldnt i still have a childhood. i got jipped. i didnt want to grow up and i didnt have a choice.